Kidnap My Heart
By: Click 5

Hey girl, what's your name I think I caught you looking my way
Do you wanna know how to get me all to your own
Weekends work the best I'll pick the place you do the rest
Hey now don't be shy but you got to keep me in line
Love at first sight never thought in could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Ain't very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Can you get me up more
Fun that I can ever dream of
Could you tie me down
Can you keep me hanging around
I don't wanna be into keep you company
Put your hand in mine got to hold on top of the ride
Love at first sight never thought in could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Ain't very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

You got to hold me tighter
Cause I'm a real fighter
Don't tear us apart
Love at first sight never thought in could happen to me
But you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
Take me with you
Kidnap my heart
Make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
Ain't very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Kidnap my heart
Kidnap my heart...

What started off as a very pissed off, sullen day turned out to be a major blast! I'm serious!

Ok, first off, I ditched PRSP lecture 'cause I seriously was in no mood to sit down and listen to things that I simply cannot understand. Hahaha... So instead, I hung out with Aty, Val, Jian Hui and Gerald in the canteen. Then I helped photocopy Vis Lit stuff for others. Yup...

Before we departed for Computer Systems, we cam-whored for a bit. Well... Mainly them, but that's because I hate being in front of the camera, I'd rather be behind it, capturing all the smiles and emotions on the faces of others. (:

Then after Computer Systems, I hung out with Chu Sian, Chun Chee, Jingle and Kok Peng for lunch and so on and so forth...

Then today for Visual Literacy, we were released early so that we could start on the next assignment with our group. My group consisted of Gerald, Chun Chee, Kok Peng and Rashid. So we decided to go to Changi Airport to take some of the pictures.

Went to terminal 3 and took some shots, though I got irritated by something, but never mind! It's ok! 'Cause it seems that I wasn't the only one annoyed. Lalala...

Then after that, KP and J went absolutely nuts! like super duper UBER HIGH HYPER NUTS! So funny man, it's not something I can retell because you just had to be there to understand. Hahaha... So yeah... They and their mind games! RAAAAAAAARRRRR!!!!!!!!

Sleepy...

I want to go sleeeeepppp! Sleeping may be a waste of time, but it's certainly something enjoyable. Hahaha! So contradictory!

Tomorrow then I'll upload the pictures into the class photo blog, 'cause now, all I want to do is curl up with my newpaper and quilt. Hahaha...

Night night! (:

Countdown(s)
`9 days till PC's Sentoa outing! (:
`58 days to JOURNEY! Buy tickets from me if you want to see me act as a GRANDMA! :D

What's on Rachel's Itinerary?
`WDS Proposal***
`PRSP Assignment***
`CMaths Tutorial 7**
`Visual Literacy "Colour Appreciation"(?)*
`Touch Up for Visual Literacy 101
`Script for Magus Luna

I feel so lost and despised, like how I felt in secondary school. I feel like my insecurities are never going to end. I can't seem to stop being on my toes, afraid that I'll screw up and lose everything that I've worked so hard to gain, that I finally have, and most of all, I'm afraid that I'll lose the happiness that I've finally found.

It's like a roller coaster, one that never seems to end, where Secondary school was the middle of the big upside down loop and the beginning of Poly was the end of it. It felt like finally, I can remove that bar on my lap and get off that scary ride, but now, I feel like I'm being forcibly shoved back onto it to once again and suffer the dizziness and aches of that stupid curse forsaken ride that's such a nightmare!

I can't help it, I can't stop thinking about the past, where true smiles were rare and tears seemed to never stop spilling, where the horror never stopped, where the loneliness never ceased and where the nightmares just kept giving.

I want to run away. I want to stop this stupid tirade and end it all! I want out! I'm sick of these emotions and I don't want to put up with them anymore! Screw it all, screw everything! Just leave me to cry in my dusty old corner like how they all used to do whilst laughing at my pathetic state of mind! At the ugliness of my life!

I hate them! I hate them for what they've done to me! I hate them for leaving me so shaken and broken that I can't get up and fight anymore! I hate them! I hate them! I hate them!

To go or not to go, that is the question.

Geez, why me?

Remember Rachel, praticality above fun. (:

Lalalala, short random posts are fun to do when doing Practicals at school.

And once again, it's during PRSP Lab Session. Whoopeeee...

Sarcasm much. (: